those cycles of life

got a kitty mia---one of the favorites--oh, they are all favorites---i knew right then that the day would go weird and unfortunately, i was right

the wife is way upset and those vibes expand thru the house to me and the other critters


it's a helpless feeling---sick to my stomach--dbl hurts because it causes Julie grief---i want to know what happened, but there are too many variables with out finding a trail

anyway--not looking for answers----only a place let some of this crap fly out


got my mind in a dither

My cat has gone missing for a couple days a time or two, and she got part of her lower lip bit off by somethig. I have quit letting her outside much, seems outside cats last 2-3 years, maybe 4 tops.
I fret like crazy when the little slut doesn't come in at dark.

i guess the 2 remaining kittens will go in a kennel tonight

2 days in a row like this one might push me over the little edge i live on